"momma take this mask from me
i just can't wear it anymore."

"momma put my guns to the ground
i just can't shoot them anymore."

"your smiling eyes are just a mirror for the sun."

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

confession night

hmm hmm hmm i went confession today... i penitential service at blessed sac...

why so far? well, got duty tmr, must return by tonight, camp is in the west, blah blah blah... so anw, long story short, i went to blessed sac for penitential today. and wow! the new building is up. last time i went there was for their 'fun day' in march... still had the old building and had to pee in the very horrible toilet... haha so congrats to that church for putting up a building so fast....

haha finally got down to my christmas shopping, which is just an excuse to get more clothes... if u look hard (which i did...) there're bargains everywhere! today i spent 1.5 hrs looking for jeans in JP. hmm.... finally found one that fit almost perfectly for.... drumroll please... $23.50!!! woohoo!

and and and and and.... on sunday i found this really really cool white shirt that looked EXACTLY like the one james bond wore in the casino royale movie (in the scene where he acted as a valet and crashed the idiot's car...) or maybe it only looked like it when I put it on... haha.... ccchhhheeeeeehhhhh bahhhhh.... shameless sia... anw it was.... $14 bucks! yay! but i won't reveal where i got that one, or it'll spoil the casino royale effect... haha!

and i finally got the new radiohead cd i've been eyeing... haha i just wanted it for 'high and dry', but i figured the cd would have some other great songs worth discovering too... hmmm so far, i like 'fake plastic trees' and '(nice song)' and the song that goes 'fade away...'

ok ok ok... soooooo.... i went to confession right, and i've began to feel real real guilty about saying all those bad words... yes i'm trying NOT to say bad words! think i can...? hmmm, only time will tell... oh, and i'll try not to badmouth other pple too! erm.... that seems haaaarrrddddd......

and i had a CS competition in my unit today.... HAHAHAHAHA it was dam hilarious cos i was so badddd.... i mean, all the bloody pple all look black what? so shoot also dunno who? so LLST i shoot my guys like a million times.... and they all said that the best sTrategy is to kill me first.... (they didn't la, just talking...)

haha and note to all future team mates,whatever you do, DON'T EVER ASK ME TO PLANT BOMB!!!! hiayoh.... there was this time when i had the bomb, we were all at the bomb site, all my guys pointing their guns to the door, guarding me, waiting for me to plant... and i run in circles around for 1 minute, feeling dam gabrah shouting "HOW TO PLANT? HOW TO PLANT? HOW TO PLANT?????!!!!!" or, "WHERE TO PLANT????!!!!" u know the way i shout when i'm nervous right?

in the end, all the bloody counter come in and headshot all of us then we lose. DAM TU LAN.

oh btw, for now, MY HANDPHONE CANNOT SEND OUT MESSAGES. so don't feel offended if u don't get your customary "kk" or "nites" or "ya thx" or "cya ard" or whatever s**t.
see? i'm making the effort to self-censor!

oh and robin and pet's wedding is in three days and i'm strangely not nervous even though it's my first time playing for church.... why?! i want to feel at least a little nervous... i should be feeling that.... oh well...

cheers u all!

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